Flame in the Mist by Renee Ahdieh
I listened to the audiobook so there is no way I will correctly spell any name. This book relies heavily on secret keeping, which I normally HATE. BUT, it worked so well for this book, and one of the reveals was SO GOOD. I was smiling, giggling, and kicking my feet. So, she is sent to marry on of the princes (the older one, but not the one that will become king since he was born to the concubine and not the empress). But, on the way they have to go through the forest and their caravan gets attacked. She survives only because they do not look for her because her carriage is on fire. She escapes and assumes that it was the Black Clan, but she doesn't know why they would want to kill her. See sees a wolf who tries to warn her of some danger and a gross, dirty man shows up. She kills him and takes his knife and cloths and then roams until she finds an inn/pub. She waits for the Black Clan to show up and they finally do. But, while there one of the guys accuses the leader of cheating them; he didn't, they just wanted more money. There is a fight, one of the attackers tries to be shady, and she, dressed as a boy, warns them. This gets her "kidnapped" by the Black Clan, but really they are testing him to see if he would be a good new recruit. Okami, the fighter, is unhappy because the new boy rubs him the wrong way. No, he's just feeling things and is confused. It's giving Mulan and Shang. Fast forward, he is sent to find a specific mushroom but while looking finds foxglove and is planning on using it to get away, or get answers about why they tried to kill her. But, he falls, lands in the water, and doesn't get out so Okami has to save him. That's when the first secret is discovered. And they kiss. Okami still has to pretend that she is a boy because nobody else knows. Meanwhile, her brother, the Dragon of Kai, is looking for her. He wakes up covered in blood and surrounded by ashes with the bodies of the pub owner and his kids dead around him. This makes the Black Clan mad and they try to take revenge by redistributing the wealth of her family. But, he gets warned and it's almost a disaster. But, Dragon sees his sister and is confused as to why she's dressed as a boy. Also, the love of his life tries to save people from the burning barn but she dies so he vows revenge on the Black Clan. Okami realizes that she had something to do with it and confronts her, but she asks him why they tried to kill her in the first place and he doesn't answer. He leaves her with his sister who tells her that she didn't really know her brother at all. Then, says she needs to get him a message so she goes back into the forest to try to find them and the forest helps her. They are shocked that she is a girl, but Okami is happy because he no longer has to pretend or fight his attraction. Her brother shows up with her betrothed and she allows herself to be captured/saved and Okami allows himself to be captured to keep her safe, but they are the only ones who know that. Also, the leader can control the wolf that saved her the first night so he knew she was a girl from the start, but she doesn't get to ask him. Also, the leader took on Okami's real name and pretended to be him to protect him. That was one secret that did not get explained very well and I expect that it will be elaborated on in the next book. Also, the empress poisons her husband because he refuses to get rid of the concubine. The concubine can do magic and she is the one that was behind the deaths of the pub owner. And I am thinking she is the one that had the convoy attacked to stop the marriage. She wants her oldest son to rule and not just run the military, but he doesn't want that; he likes his brother and their roles. So it will be interesting to see how that plays out in book two. I devoured this book and immediately put the second on hold. I cannot wait to find out how this ends!